i always want to casually chat to ask what he currently do or to just share my day
but i know i shouldnt do that anymore
he told me hundred times that he cant give attention to me
so i shouldn't ask for attention
but sometimes i just wanna to talk or to ask
he reply it but it only a simple word
i start to think that he isnt enthusiast to talk with me anymore
and it hurts
because we used to talk a lot and share a lot of things
it just too painfull