whatever happens
i'm the only one who will start the conversation first
i'm always try to keep excited about whatever kind response he gave
i'm always feel worried when i see his WA not active or we didnt talk for days
i know its wrong because we dont even have any relationship now
and i know i cant force him to do anything
i just cant
if i start any conversation it'll be just ended with tears or sadness
just like today
i just want to talk but it ended with something not good.
i already be too shamefull
maybe i just better keep silent
i wont ask him to do something he dont want do anymore
because when he want talk to me, he will kan ?
although maybe it almost will never happen again
To be happy with a man you should understand him much but love him a littleTo be happy with a woman you should love her much but understand her a little
i always want to casually chat to ask what he currently do or to just share my day
but i know i shouldnt do that anymore
he told me hundred times that he cant give attention to me
so i shouldn't ask for attention
but sometimes i just wanna to talk or to ask
he reply it but it only a simple word
i start to think that he isnt enthusiast to talk with me anymore
and it hurts
because we used to talk a lot and share a lot of things
it just too painfull
but i know i shouldnt do that anymore
he told me hundred times that he cant give attention to me
so i shouldn't ask for attention
but sometimes i just wanna to talk or to ask
he reply it but it only a simple word
i start to think that he isnt enthusiast to talk with me anymore
and it hurts
because we used to talk a lot and share a lot of things
it just too painfull
because hoping that someday he will chat me first again is almost impossible
because hoping that someday he will ask to meet up is almost impossible
just learn to live with that
accept that
because hoping that someday he will ask to meet up is almost impossible
just learn to live with that
accept that