did i spell the word right ?
oh yes i am
did i see the word with the same perspective ?
no, i am not

geez, too many things had happen with " family " this month.
could i just turn back the time and fix it before it become like this ?
oh, i wish i could.
or must i crying all night long and everything can be repair ?
of course not

SO WHAT I SHOULD I DO ??
soo far i just trying to pleased everyone specially MY MOTHER
pretend that everything's fine
i'm strong enough to got all of this, and so on

believe me its kindaa tireed :(
i do need time to cry .
i do need tme to feel exhausted .
i do need time to only think about my things.

ciao

.ifalifa