HAVE YOU EVER FEEL THAT YOU ENVY WITH SOMEONE ??
believe it or not
I ALWAYS FELT THAT IN MY LIFE
since elementary school and even NOW ! i still have thhat bad attitude

maybe sometimes, i could hide it but
i can't try to pretend everybody that i'm not envy of something..

is it normal ?
is it false if i was making competition with someone that actually don't know ?

ini bukan masalah gue ga bersyukur sama hidup gue ya..
gue bersyukur kok, tapi tetep loh rasa IRI ini selalu adaa
dan itu amat sangat MENGGANGGU !!
i'm trying to be a good for all of my friend
tapi yaa tetep ajaa.

terkadang gue IRI banget sama kehidupan cintanya ( seriously, ini yg paling seriing )
atau juga IRI sama kekuatan persahabatannya (eh, bukan maksud nyinggung FELLAS tapi yaa it just does )
alhamdulillah sih, kalo IRI soal materi ga pernah lagi terfikirkan.

kenapa yaa Tuhan Menciptakan rasa iri ?
padahal kan IRI salah satu sifat yang merusak bumi
entahlah yaa, gue juga gamau sok2an berfikir filosofis.
the one i want to ask is.
kenapa suatu sifat dibuat kalo akhirnya malah bawa malaptaka.


udah ah

. ifalifa