Assalamualaikuum
Heyhooo
Sudah memasuki penghujung tahuun 2017
Parah yaaa tahun ini sepertinya berjalan sangat cepat yah guys.

Anywaaay, beberapa hari yang lalu Ifa baru kontrol hamil.
Jadi kehamilanku masukk 21 weeks !
Hooraaay, sudah setengah jalaan hihihi.
Alhamdulillaah Baby G sehat ( yess, the initial is G wkwkwk)
Terus waktu di USG dia aktiiif bangeet.
Dalam 5 menit, berubah ubah terus gerakannya.
Persis banget kayak ibunya yak wkwk :"")



Lalu kenaikan berat badanku juga masihh tergolong normal jadi ga obese gituu.
Padahal tuh ya selama week 20 itu makaaan muluu.
Tapi mungkin karena masih banyak geraak juga kali ya jadi seimbang.
Untuk selanjutnya sih targetkuu mau lebih banyak makan sehaat.
Pas kemarin-kemarin kan masih suka ga rutin minum vitaminnya terus makan yang kurang sehat.
Tapi sekarang, ku bertekad makan yang lebih sehat demi pertumbuhan optimal Baby G.

Doakaan semua lancar dan sehat sehat yaa.
Please bear with me with UAS and Proposal Thesis my dear Baby G :)

See you on another post

.ifalifa

Heyho !
So my baby is reaching 14 weeks, wohooo.
In next control, i guess we can start knowing my baby's gender.
And i'm very excited about it hihi :)

Also, i realized something during this pregnancy.
At first, i have many targets related what i want to achieve during my master degree.
I already feel regret about failing study abroad.
So i want to make sure, i will do my best during this 1,5 years.
But then, suddenly i know that there's baby in my belly.
It's surprising ( of course ! )
Although me and husband already waiting for it :")

Then slowly, everything's changed.
Honestly, i was facing some depressions :(
Because the rapid changes of hormones, uncontrolled mood etc.
I was afraid i couldn't achieve what i planned before.
My target to be cum laude, my FWP project and so on.
Even sometimes i end up crying out loud during the early weeks of pregnancy.

But on some point, i start to let go.
I'm slowly accepting the facts that maybe it's okay.
It's okay to be less ambitious during this pregnancy.
So much difference in terms of energy, physical condition compare with my normal life.
And it's okay :"")
As long as i still could keeping up with the studies
As long as i still could giving the best for my baby.
It's really okay.

Let's do your very best faa.
You sure know you can do it ! :)

.ifalifa

Assalamualaikuuum readers
Okay i know its been to long since my last post.
Stats sudah mulai menurun.
Been through a lot these past 2 months. :")

Jadiii, right now i'm officially full time post grad student at MM UI.
In case you are wondering mengenai perkuliahaan mungkin akan kuceritakan di post lain.
Tapi highlight utama dari post ini adalah....
KULIAH S2 SAMBIL HAMIL !

Okeh jadi beginiii ceritanya, sejujurnya selama ini aku dan suami sudah mulai bertanya -tanya kenapa tak kunjung hamil. ( ini behind storiesnya, byk yang sedih loh )
Dan akhirnya kita sepakat kalo setelah setahun ini belum hamil juga, kita akan cek ke dokter.
Terus masuklah bulan Agustuss yang super hectic.
Persiapan kuliah, selesein project2 sebelum resign, project FWP dan juga Kelas Inspirasi.
Belum lagi house warming- housewarming yang berturut-turut.
Gue sempet ngerasa capeeek bgt dan keluar flek2.
Karena takut kenapa-kenapa, kita akhirnya ke Dr Ika di RSIA Tambak.
Pas di USG katanya mulai ada kantunggg, deg degaan dong pastinya.
Tapi supaya lebih valid, kita tes HCG ke Lab terus hasilnya negatif :(
Sempet kecewa banget tapi yasudahlah karena lagi sibuk jd ga kepikiran lagi.

Sampe akhirnya datanglah hari dimana aku harus resignn yaitu tanggal 15 Agustus.
Bahkan di hari terakhir aja, masihh lembur wkwk.
Ketika sampe rumah, langsung tepar terus kebanguun tengah malam sekitar jam 2.
Terus ngeliat testpack yang belum dipake iseng kan ngecek.
Ternyata sodara-sodaraaaa, garisnya 2 !
Finallyyy Alhamdulillaah setelah belasan testpack sejak Honeymoon wkwkwk.

Langsung gue bangunin Uda dan kita pelukan hebohh terus sama-sama berkaca-kaca,
Masya Allah, akhirnya dikasih kepercayaan sama Allah SWT untuk punya keturunan.
Besoknya, si Uda sempat nanya dengan polosnya " Yang, tadi malam aku ga mimpi kan ".
So funnyy !

Akhirnya besoknya gue ngecek di salah satu RS di Bogor tapi ga puas sm pelayananya.
Terus akhirnya gue ke Dr Ika lagii tp kali ini di RS Asri.
Dan pas di USG, beneraaan ada kantungnyaaa :""")
Ketika cek kandungannya udah berumur 6 minggu, jadi harus balik 2minggu buat lihat apakah kantungnya berkembang atau engga.

Heyhooo,
Aku senaang sekali meliha stats tetap jalaan hohoho.
Oleh karena itu, sambil nanti gue teruskan series #Lika Liku Wedding Preparation.
Gue juga mau sekaliaan bikin series baru yaituuu
Lika Liku Rumah Sendiriii.
Jadi per tanggal 9 Juli kemarin Alhamdulillah aku dan Uda sudah pindah.
And believe me, banyak banget cerita dibaliknya hehehe.
Cant wait to tell it soon !

.ifalifa

Heyho !
So many things to tell but i dont have time to blogging yet.
Many big things happened in couple of weeks.
And as you all aware, i am entering last month before finaly start the school
I must say that i'm being truly unpassionate :(
Like my heart isn't belong here anymore.
Its like i even cant focus about what i should doo.

Lets cheer up faa.
Finish your responsibility and move on.

Haiiiii !
25 years old alreaadyy ! ( feels like really old wkwk)
This post shoud be posted February.
But due to various of excuse and lazinees, i just can post it now.
Duh 25 bangeeet nih coyy.
Sudah masuk seperempat abad :"")

Doakan semoga semakiiin bijaksana dan bermanfaat yaa.
Lets do your best faa !

.ifalifa

Haiiiii 

Hey !
I supposed to be doing some tasks but googling seems more appealing :p
So, on Friday night after a looong overtime day, me & Uda relaxing around TIM.
Chit chat about this and that
Until i challenge him to take the 16personalities.com test.
Me already took the test last year and the result was ENFP.
The result of his test is INTJ.
We're truly have different personalities ! ( which we faced everyday :p)
But somehow, we completing each other.
I'm an extrovert person while he's introvert.
I love being center of attention while he choose to stay away from crowd wkwk
Allah SWT is amazing, you know :"")
The way Allah SWT match one person to another is beyond our imagination.
I couldn't imagine if i have husband with same personality, maybe we'll argue all day haha.
It just really amazing to see how do Allah SWT has prepared our destiny.
For those who still waiting your mate, #just #keep #believing you'll find the one at the soonest with Allah SWT blessings :)

Heyhoo !
Kaget juga walaupun udah lama ga nge post apapun, tapi stats nya masii lumayan :")
Anywaay, too many things to tell !
I've been too busy jugling with everything sampe bahkan lupa nge-blog haha.
Its still March but 2017 already feels like a long time.
So many targets to catch, until i being a bit exhausted.
But lets start to write post at least 1 post per week start now.

Wish me luck for my own challenge !

Ciaoo.

Ifalifa