ni hao !
after i tell some of my peer groups about what wuld happen with me and him
there were so many opinions
some told me not to do it
another ones told me that its your own choice fa
but mostly said that this decision will hurt as
" why bother taking a risk ?" they said
but you know, sometimes i do dont know the exact answers too
all i know its already decided by both of us
and none of us will canceled it
i'm used to to have unpopular decision
or different perspective from others around me
but for this decision..
i really hope, i'm not gonna regret it
i really hope, all the bad things they said wont be real
i really hope that i taking the right decision

Ni Hao !

I know the title is reallly lame but i think life after graduated from colloge is one of the hardest moment
Hmm dont know why but what path you choose will really affected to your upcoming life.
I used to think that the "  career galauness" will only attack those who dont have any life target
But then i felt it too ! Hehe
At first i really hope i could being an employee on FMCG company or Brand Consultant
And i still only insisted it to by my priority until now
The problem is sometimes life isn't happen as you expect to be
We have to admitted that the competitiveness in career world is really huge right now.
There's much more person with higher GPA, higher capabilty of English etc
All i have to do is just doing my best and pray to Allah SWT

Hellooo ! Been a while not blogging hihi
Was really busy with the thesis thing
And now, i'm finally graduated !
Eventhough still have revisions to do and also journals
But it really relieved to finally through the thesis defense. hihi :)
Alhamdulillah it went well enough.
Anyway, wish me luck for the Nestle MT Programs yaa
I know the competitions is really competitive
But i really hope i could be the part of Nestlee :")
Thats all !
Gonna be share the photos of my graduate soon :)
Zai Jian !

Yesterday i was having a really deep conversation with my A
We talked about what we wanna do after graduated
And it made us think that we still have plenty of dreams to reach
We both would like to try the management trainee program eventhough not in same company
And he also wants to making his mom happy before he finally married
I also want to be a butterfly that wanna try many of new experiences year ahead
The point is we both need time to grow ourself into a better person in financial aspects also mentality aspects
But we both really in love..
So we make a decision that we gonna separate for a while
Sounds really extreme right ? Hehehe
We must to admit that the relationship we currenty getting through is Haram in Islam
And i think if i already know its haram then why we still do it ?
I have my faith on him, and i guess he has faith towards me too
Then let us connect each other again when we're ready
Sure you know what i mean right ?
I've ever heard a haddist that said :
" If the man is good for you, then he will come to your parents and asked to propose you"
No no i dont mean that i want him to propose as soon as possible
But i think if A is a good man for me, then let time prove it
Let give us time to develop ourself better
I know its not gonna be easy but i believe its really worth to try :")
This decision will be implemented right after we have our graduation day !
So, i hope this gonna work well on us
And what we expect will be come true. Aamiin