" Kalo ngaku orang beriman pasti ga perna putus asa karena tau Allah SWT pasti menolong dia "
- Ustadz di pengajian kantor
Yeaah, orang beriman engga boleh putus asaaa ! :)
Been there, done that bangeet ! :")
Sayangnya memang bukan kamu mungkin yang diperbolehkan Allah untukku wkwk.
Semoga dipertemukan dengan yang bisa jadi imam untuk sholat berjamaah sekaligus untuk hidup di dunia dan akhirat ya faa :3
#just #keep #believing
Yesterday i was having a really deep conversation with my A
We talked about what we wanna do after graduated
And it made us think that we still have plenty of dreams to reach
We both would like to try the management trainee program eventhough not in same company
And he also wants to making his mom happy before he finally married
I also want to be a butterfly that wanna try many of new experiences year ahead
The point is we both need time to grow ourself into a better person in financial aspects also mentality aspects
But we both really in love..
So we make a decision that we gonna separate for a while
Sounds really extreme right ? Hehehe
We must to admit that the relationship we currenty getting through is Haram in Islam
And i think if i already know its haram then why we still do it ?
I have my faith on him, and i guess he has faith towards me too
Then let us connect each other again when we're ready
Sure you know what i mean right ?
I've ever heard a haddist that said :
" If the man is good for you, then he will come to your parents and asked to propose you"
No no i dont mean that i want him to propose as soon as possible
But i think if A is a good man for me, then let time prove it
Let give us time to develop ourself better
I know its not gonna be easy but i believe its really worth to try :")
This decision will be implemented right after we have our graduation day !
So, i hope this gonna work well on us
And what we expect will be come true. Aamiin
We talked about what we wanna do after graduated
And it made us think that we still have plenty of dreams to reach
We both would like to try the management trainee program eventhough not in same company
And he also wants to making his mom happy before he finally married
I also want to be a butterfly that wanna try many of new experiences year ahead
The point is we both need time to grow ourself into a better person in financial aspects also mentality aspects
But we both really in love..
So we make a decision that we gonna separate for a while
Sounds really extreme right ? Hehehe
We must to admit that the relationship we currenty getting through is Haram in Islam
And i think if i already know its haram then why we still do it ?
I have my faith on him, and i guess he has faith towards me too
Then let us connect each other again when we're ready
Sure you know what i mean right ?
I've ever heard a haddist that said :
" If the man is good for you, then he will come to your parents and asked to propose you"
No no i dont mean that i want him to propose as soon as possible
But i think if A is a good man for me, then let time prove it
Let give us time to develop ourself better
I know its not gonna be easy but i believe its really worth to try :")
This decision will be implemented right after we have our graduation day !
So, i hope this gonna work well on us
And what we expect will be come true. Aamiin
ini berlaku bagi semua ilmu kan yah ?
mandarin juga kan berarti yah ?
tuh fa Allah SWT aja udah menjanjikan kalau tidak ada ilmu yang sia-sia :"")
eh kesindir banget :"""
:""""")
be patient people :3
rasanya seperti ditampar bolak balik
memang hal-hal yang ifa lakukan
masih sangat jauh dari apa yang seharusnya muslimah lakukan
ya Allah tetapkanlah iman hamba :)
fighting !
jiayouu !
memang hal-hal yang ifa lakukan
masih sangat jauh dari apa yang seharusnya muslimah lakukan
ya Allah tetapkanlah iman hamba :)
fighting !
jiayouu !
setelah lamaa kepengaan dan sempat galau
akhirnya mulai hari sabtu tanggal 1 September 2012
Ifa memutuskaan untuk berhijaab. hehe
Because i dont find any reason to not wearing hijab :")
Doakaan supaya tetap istiqomah yaah :))
Ifalifa :D
tiba tiba galau lagi tentang hijab
selama ini selalu men-denial kalo yang bikin ifa ga pake hijab adalah lingkungan
tapi setelah dipikir-pikir ternyata ada di dalam hati lo sendiri faa !
ini bukan krn kata mama ataupun kata siapa .
tapi ini memang karena ifanyaa
selalu mikir asih ada yang pake hijab tapi akhlaknya buruk
eh tapi kan tetaap aja lebih benar yang pake hijab
karena hijab itu kan tanda bahwa lo itu muslimah
karena hijab itu tanda kalo lo itu berusahaa taat sama perintah Allah SWT
teruuuuss sekarang pertanyaannya cuma satu..
SIAPKAH KAMU ALIFA NISFIYANI MEMAKAI HIJAB ??
:s
ayoo sholatnya jangan ditinggal lagi
malu loh sama yang keadaannya terbataas :"")
pasti pernah denger kan kalo katanya sedekah itu hikmahnya banyak banget
ifa sering banget denger ceramahan itu
tapi belum pernah bener-bener ngerasain hikmahnya
so i want to tell you something
jadi tadi pas di jalan pulang
ifa ngeliat bapak2 yang penjual barang bekas lagi ngais2 tempat sampah
and i feel so pity for him
so i ran to him and giving him some money ( kebetulan lagi ada rezeki )
he said thank you so much and being silent for a while
terus dia bilang dia mau ngedoain ifa sebentar
so i stay for listen what he wanna say
daan dia ceramah gitu loh
tapi bukan ceramah yang bikin pengen lo cepet2 pergi
ifa malah speechless
karenaa dia bener2 hafal ayat quran dan artinya dan lafaz tajwidnya bagus
maaan
bahkan orang sesusah itu masih mau berdakwah untuk orang lain
bapak itu bilang :
" Allah SWT baik banget sama saya ngasih rezeki terus, sekarang dia ngasihnya
lewat ibu. Semoga ibu rezekinya makin banyak"
Terus ifa cuma bisa bilang :
" Iya amin ya pak, sama-sama ''
hmm ifa tau itu bukan cerita yang spesial
tapi satu catatan aja sih
orang yang hidupnya sesusah itu aja masih beriman sama Allah SWT
tapi kenapa ifa yang udah dikasih banyaak banget kenikmatan, masih aja
imannya ga kuat ?
mungkin itu teguran halus kali yah
teguran untuk ga selalu melihat ke atas
tapi harus lebih sering melihat ke bawah
ngelihat langsung ke orang-orang yang nasibnya lebih merana dibandingkan kita
sekarang ifa tau kenapa sedekah itu bermakna banget
karena bukan maksud sok atau gmana tapi
memang rasanya enaak banget
semogaa ifa terus diberi rezeki yang berkah sama Allah SWT
biar bisa berbagi juga sama yang lain
lets be a better muslimah !
start from small thing is okay, the important thing is BE SINCERE ! :)
and after all this, i'd like to say
ALHAMDULILLAHHIRABBILALAMIN ;))
setelah uring-uringan tentang suatu hal yang ga bisa dipublish disini
maka kemudian gue pun sadaar kalo ternyata gue bisa mikir kayak gitu
karena otak gue udah kebanyakan diisi hal hal berbau duniawi #cielah
iyah jadi ga seimbang gitu loh
sekarang jarang banget ngaji, trus sholat jg kyknya ga khusyu2 bgt
dan sedekah pun jaraang, baca quran pun cm kalo lagi sedih aja
tuh kan faaa !
sebenernya ada maslah dalam pikiran lo #emangiya hehe
iyah jadi ifa mau coba mulai seimbangin lagi deh
ada beberapa target sih tapi mau bertahap dulu
sholat sm baca quran sih yah yang paling penting hihi :)
bismillahirahmannirrahim :)
insya Allah, i'll find a way to be a better muslimah :")
sholat magrib yang baru ifa lakuin 45 menit yang lalu itu
mungkin adalah sholat paling emosional yang pernah ifa lakukan.
gatau ya mungkin karena a little bit depressed with ibec
terus ya jadi emosional
habis baca al-waqiah ( my fav surah in al-quran )
terus pas nyampe ayat berapa gituu
tiba tiba ngerasaa sedih dan akhirnya nangis
doa setelahnya juga panjang banget
ifa cuma heran aja
kok bisa begitu ya ?
tapi sebenernya ada jawabannya
" hubungan manusia sama pencipta-Nya takkan pernah terkalahkan "
huaaa tapi abis itu lega bgt
jadi inget kata kata mas pepeng
jangan mengeluh kepada sesama manusia
mengeluhlah pada Allah SWT
karena sesungguhnya Allah SWT Maha Segalanya
Allahuakbar ! ;")
ifalifa
